I Don't Know When, I Don't Know How, I Don't Know Why

I'm going to die, I'm going to die

I don't know when, I don't know how, I don't know why

Now I ain't going to lie, I ain't gonna lie

I'm terrified, as any other guy

Oh my, oh my, I love the earth

I love the sea, God, I love the sky

But when I die, don't you dare cry

No, don't you dare cry, I'll tell you why

All of my life I have lived with one rule to help me survive

All of my life I have lived with one rule to help me survive

I will not die

I will not die

While I am still alive

I don't decide but I will not hide

We all must abide, Yes, we all must abide

I'll tell you why I don't take your side

Sides are all narrow, the ocean is wide

I think you need me to sublimate this into

Something that you can chew

Anything more like you

Normal ain't what I do

I've been too close to the darkness too long to not see the truth

See I've been rejected from normal trajectory

Since I've been objected to so many pain

So many pain, so many pain

Only a song can try to explain

But when we go, when we go, when we finally let it all go

But when we go, when we go, when we finally let it all go

You'll say goodbye, You'll all say goodbye

I'll say hello

Hop, and I go and you won't see more of me

Falling through the floor and the flow's got hold on me

Flowing in the flow and flow is God in me

Eeny, Miny, Moe, mining more means more of me

Many mining more and I core just more of me

Any miner knows that the call is calling me

Any mining more and there won't be any me

Stop this, I don't want this, let me

Disrupt all this self-destructiveness, I

Digress but there's dire stress in me

If I die graceful then there's something wrong with me

I congress all my self to myself

And I protest all this slow press, and I shelf

All this nonsense about being ok with this

So chivalrous, I'm not ok with this

I'm gonna cave from this

I ain't going to stand on my grave

And just reach out my hand to the great abyss

Let me tell you this

I'm still a body, just a body

And I'm just like everybody

I'm a flesh and bone embodied

Sense of self that needs to badly

Recognize itself through oddly

Patterned shapes that go around it

But there is never anybody

It's just me, there is nobody

And I'm blind, but I still find it

All these shapes that help define me

Through the fog, they help Outline me

As I scream with all my finite

Gasps of air into a universe that don't care

It's just echo of my own sowing

And I can't go or just let go of it

My imminent death is a weight on my chest, yo,

My breath is congesting with all of this self flow

I can't breathe but I'm still spitting

And I don't believe but I'm still spitting

And I can't leave so I'm still spitting

And I can't breathe but I'm still spitting

I'm going to die, I'm going to die

I don't know when, I don't know how, I don't know why