Lost My Carti

Don't you wanna, wanna lay in bed all day with me?

My life been on standby, not telling my friends right

I keep going through this shit, but I'm keeping my chin high

Tryna solve away problems, even told you, "I'm sorry"

I was moving way too fast, didn't even notice I saw you

Get some racks, let you borrow

I done fucked up life so much, and I'm just tryna go harder

Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care of my daughter

I been tryna keep my head right and I lost my father

When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother

When you jump into them speeds, nigga, you gotta be smarter

Want you a bag, hit the trap, you better not be tardy

I'll still be chasing after money when I turn 40

I fucked up 20 thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti

I love you 'til I'm very old, you know you my Barbie

I love my niece, I told my brother take care of Marley

If you feel like I didn't care 'bout you, then baby, I'm sorry

If you feel like I ain't pay attention enough, I'm sorry

If you feel like I wasn't there enough, I tell you, I'm sorry

If you feel like I wasn't in your life enough, then I'm sorry

If I ain't send enough money to the jails, then I'm sorry

I ain't stop you from crashing, I look good, and I'm sorry

Pain just don't go away

All that envy in your heart, I hope it go away

All these bad thoughts in my head, I hope it go away

I don't think 'bout you no more, our memories erase

I been doing drugs, I'm a real rockstar

Rolling off two pills right now, and I might still pop a bar

How the fuck is you a killer? You ain't kill anyone

I done fucked up life so much, and I'm just tryna go harder

Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care of my daughter

I been tryna keep my head right and I lost my father

When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother

When you jump into them speeds, nigga, you gotta be smarter

Want you a bag, hit the trap, you better not be tardy

I'll still be chasing after money when I turn 40

I fucked up 20 thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti

They ask me about my feelings, and I don't say a word

You gon' act like I ain't do nothing for you, bitch, you got some nerve

I'm so gullible, but now I understand I never learn

You gon' blow one day, but you gotta be patient enough and wait your turn

All these voices in my head, nigga, what you looking for?

If you ain't got everything up front, no point of booking us

Got a call, my nigga died, shit had me shook enough

I'm in the 'yo 'til 2 a.m., just in here cookin' up

Can't go out bad, that's rookie stuff

You should've known that you can't kill an opp just looking tough

They should've told you that I wasn't never giving up

They should've told you that I ain't never gave a fuck

I done fucked up life so much, and I'm just tryna go harder

Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care of my daughter

I been tryna keep my head right and I lost my father

When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother

When you jump into them speeds, nigga, you gotta be smarter

Want you a bag, hit the trap, you better not be tardy

I'll still be chasing after money when I turn 40

I fucked up 20 thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti

Don't you wanna, wanna lay in bed all day with me?