Lyrics
Ayo, Killa K!
Yeah, yeah, another rep around the sun, but
first I'm thankin' God
Lost some bread, lost some friends but shit
I'm still alive
Gotta grind until my time to touch the other
side
Couldn't find my direction, was beggin for a sign
Now I'm livin' proof what some belief will do
They rode the waves of today but me, I seen it through
Left the house at nineteen just cause I needed room
They won't seeing the vision, but I knew what
I could do
She said, I'm hard-headed and narcissistic
I just ain't takin' no disrespect and I guard my center,
But I can't change they opinion so just be wrong forever
Don't even know me, but talkin' like we grew up together
That's how shit go
We in a new state of flow
You could get sent to God by a nigga you know
Brothers losing they careers just for playing in snow
They been diggin up my dirt while I'm trying to grow
What they expect from me
I'm still a youngin tryna do what's best for me
He without sin shall cast the first stone
All these imperfect people is shittin on my songs
If we turn the gun around, then I betcha they
switch tones
I ain't in it for the gimmick, I feel it in my bones
Couldn't do college, that ain't the knowledge that I seek
Most of these niggas' performers, real life
they vibe weak
Ain't even left out the city, they tryna find
me
I stood up to them demons, no one behind me
I can't afford to waste no energy
One too many violations ya dead to me
Niggas throwin' dirt on me tryna put an end to me
They really rather just starve than to get some bread with me
That pride is a mother fucker
Niggas silent beefin but for real don't even know each other
I couldn't just blindly follow shit that was chosen for me
If I could go speak to a younger me wouldn't do shit but hug me
They expected me to back down when this shit got ugly
If you tried to count me just know ima show you sum