Lyrics
I just wanna get back where I was
I just kinda ran outta luck
But I don't really know what I'm gonna do
I don't know how anyone's gonna love
I'm tryna get a grip
I'm tryna just not slip
I really don't wanna trip
It's not bad but I don't like it like this
Feels like I'm slippin I'm losing control
But I wanna get back, I wanna get back
Feels like I'm lost I don't know where to go
But I wanna get back, I wanna get back
Been dreaming of a time in the future
Nah maybe its the past
You know how I can tell?
Cuz things weren't bad like they are now
But I ain't saying they're bad bad
Just a little uncomfortable
Like when I was the white boy snitch that got some threats on Instagram
That's how it be sometime
That's how I'm living my life
Knowing every day will get better or worse
Depending on these people that I have in my life
And I don't wanna be around a lot of them
But I wish I had a few back close to me
Cuz i ain't got my elementary friends or a girl holding me
I just wanna get back where I was
I just kinda ran outta luck
But I don't really know what I'm gonna do
I don't know how anyone's gonna love
I'm tryna get a grip
I'm tryna just not slip
I really don't wanna trip
It's not bad but I don't like it like this
Feels like I'm slippin I'm losing control
But I wanna get back, I wanna get back
Feels like I'm lost I don't know where to go
But I wanna get back, I wanna get back
Dreaming of that time in the past
I can see it more clearly now
But how?
I don't even really know how
Little over 2 years ago
Everything was stable
I had a girlfriend
Some more friends
And less to lose on the table
Or so I thought
I picked up that guitar