Yellow

At times like this is when I miss my bitch

Sit and reminisce, never disrespect you quick

You too legit, I'm in the bottom sliding, high and gliding

And I swear I hope I fuckin' find you

Drown in bleach within my eyelids

See this is what I get

For fuckin' with your heart instead of

Putting you through all this nonsense

Labels wanna sign me now when they said I wouldn't amount to shit

Now how I'm 18 and fuckin' groupies and hoopties

When I was broke as fuck at my momma's crib

Doin' this oh so nonchalant

Doin' drugs in apartment beds

So proper we off the shits but back to you

I'm starin' at the man up in the mirror but I couldn't see him

We clear that I'm clearly lonely and sittin'

You clearly know me you get it

But where my conscience at?

Where was you when I overdosed nearly catchin' that heart attack?

Lowkey I be off Percocets just to numb all them digits

Just to see all them dividends

Hate this life how I'm livin' it

Mom's Jehovah's Witnesses

Pops ain't never see it

Clout I never cared for it

And if I die just know that shit was my pride

Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me

Aye fuck that nigga

Fuck that nigga, fuck you Isaiah, aye, aye fuck that

And if I die just know that shit was my pride

Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside

Fuck that nigga

Fuck the man in the mirror

Aye fuck Isaiah, who is you?

Fuck that man in the mirror

Like fuck Isaiah, who is you?

And now it kills me inside

But I stay quiet

I can't cry for sadness

As long as you happy I'm vibin'

As long as you smilin' I'm breathin'

And I know I can't be a keeper

But these secrets they just like split skin

Throw alcohol all in my gash when you clean it

I'm schemin' for riches, no disrespect but you my bitch

I disrespect it, catch me quick, shit

I just love you 'til the end

Or 'til the world falls and we burnin' in a deep hell and abyss

If I'm the devil I hope you love my potion

Just get a lick, give me chances within

A candle to spark it and get it lit

But like fuck it, you had to dip

In the end I look like a bitch 'cause I couldn't love you legit

In the end I look like a bitch 'cause I couldn't love you legit, fuck

And if I die just know that shit was my pride

Or maybe the lean in my left kidney inside of me

Aye fuck that nigga

Fuck that nigga, fuck you Isaiah, aye, aye fuck that

And if I die just know that shit was my pride

Or probably this lean in my left kidney inside

Fuck that nigga

Fuck the man in the mirror

Aye fuck Isaiah, who is you?

Fuck that man in the mirror

Like fuck Isaiah, who is you?