Every time we play the same gambit
So let me be candid
When you're around, can't manage
And at the same time bandage
This festering wound
This give and take's got me split
Gotta stay or be done with it
You're there when I need you
But at the same time I'm torn
Sucking my life out
Like I can't afford
This circle's got me drained
Wanna take the blame
But can I survive change?
Not afraid to admit it's easy
Stuck in this like breathing
Don't know if I can maintain this toxic frame
It's driving me insane
You're there when I need you
But at the same time I'm torn
Sucking my life out
Like I can't afford
This circle's got me drained
Wanna take the blame
But can I survive change?
Like a vampire
Sucking out my life
I'm so tired
And it's vile
But you'll still see me smile
You're there when I need you
But at the same time I'm torn
Sucking my life out
Like I can't afford
This circle's got me drained
Wanna take the blame
Even with high risk
I consider it
Leaving you here
Might be the move
Can't lie
Still don't know what I'ma do
After it all
I'll get through