Lyrics
Yeah... been a long road since that crash Lord
Some nights I still taste the glass
I ain't askin' for muchjust some grace that lasts
Been runnin' from my demons in a broke-down Ford
Tires bald heart worse still thankin' the Lord
Every mile got a memory I wish I could erase
Every sin got a scar that still shows on my face
I lost friends lost faith lost the girl I adored
Found pain in a bottle and peace I ignored
Mama said "Son you're too strong to quit"
But the mirror keeps showin' who I used to be with
I remember the crash lights flashin' red
They said I died twiceguess Heaven wasn't ready yet
Now I'm here tryin' to clean what I can't forget
Still bleedin' out faith through a cigarette
Lord I don't need a favor I need forgiveness
I'm standin' in the storm beggin' for witness
I done hurt some hearts broke more than a few
Tryin' to find the man You meant me to
I'm down to ashes lost my amens
Tryin' to start over where my wreckage ends
If You're still listenin' don't turn away
I'm just a sinner tryin' to find my faith
These bad soul ties got me chained to my past
Every "love" I found burned out too fast
Addictions in my veins like secondhand smoke
Dreams turned ghosts when the pressure broke
Used to pray just to pass time now I pray to survive
Tryin' to feel alive instead of just bein' alive
Career fell apart like a rusted frame
Now I'm hustlin' my hope just to hide my shame
Every funeral took a piece of my will
Now I talk to tombstones just to sit still
Told my brother I'd change but I'm still in the fight
Some nights I swear I see Heaven's light
Lord I don't need a favor I need forgiveness
I'm tired of losin' every part of my witness
I done cursed Your name I done blamed You too
But You stayed close when I came unglued
I'm down to ashes lost my amens
Tryin' to start over where my wreckage ends
If You're still listenin' don't turn away
I'm just a sinner tryin' to find my faith
Yeah I'm learnin' pain don't mean I'm cursed
It means the lesson hit me first
Every scar's a scripture every tear a hymn
If grace is water Lord let me swim
I ain't who I was but I'm not who I should be
Still drivin' through the dark hopin' You'll pull me
If I can't be perfect let me be true
And let my daughters see a better view
Lord I don't need a favor I need forgiveness
I'm down on my knees beggin' for witness
I done fell apart but I'm still Your son
I ain't done fightin' till this race is run
Turn my pain to purpose my loss to gain
Wash this wreck in holy rain
If You're still listenin' please let me stay
I'm just a sinner... tryin' to find my way