Jelly Roll - A Beautiful Disaster - Official Music Video

I don't know what I would do without you

I don't know where I would be without you

I don't know if I could breathe without you

I don't know if I could live

Give me a Xanax bar, I ain't coming down

Gas through a flame of the sparks, I can't shut it down

I been chasing these stars, the sun's coming out

The pupil in my eyes the size of a dime

My nose is runny now

Lord, please forgive me of my sins

What's it take to get these problems to start coming to an end

Buck 50 on the desk, I'm touching on the whip

And I'm thinking I'm 'bout to drive this motherfucker off a cliff

I'm a ball of flames

And if it wasn't for us, and it wasn't for love

I'd throw it all away, I would've emptied the clip

But that all switched the first time you called my name

Before you

I was out here sitting in the rain

Before you

I was out here living with the pain

Before you

I was out here wishing I could change on a collision course

I was playing chicken with a train

You're the one that I'm loyal to

You're the one that I'm devoted to

Need a change and it's overdue

Nothing in life matters when I'm holding you

I remember that night that you asked what's on my mind

And I looked you in the eyes and I told you suicide (suicide)

Suicide (suicide)

It's like the harder I try only made me realize

Without you by my side, I wouldn't even be alive (be alive)

I wouldn't be alive

Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)

Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)

Only love can save me from suicide (suicide, suicide)

Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)

Only love can save me from me

Life's taking its toll on me slowly

And you're the only one that really knows me

When we met, I mixed Sprite with the codeine

If you wasn't in my life, I would've OD'd

Came through the storm, dealt with the rising flood levels

Coldhearted ice is pumping through my blood vessels

I'll never know what you see in this fucking drug dealer

Written in blood whenever I sent you a love letter

I'm going back to my hole from the start

I even swam with the sharks or alone in the dark

'Cause that's all I know

Until you came and lit a match in my soul

You're who I need when I'm feeling stressed

You're the calm to my storm when I feel upset

You help every time that I feel depressed

A ticking time bomb with less than a minute left

I swear to God, I could blow at any second

Been here before and never learned my lesson

I don't know why I'm always second-guessing

But you're the only one that I never question

I remember that night that you asked what's on my mind

And I looked you in the eyes and I told you suicide (suicide)

Suicide (suicide)

It's like the harder I try only made me realize

Without you by my side, I wouldn't even be alive (be alive)

I wouldn't be alive

Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)

Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)

Only love can save me from suicide (suicide, suicide)

Without you, it'd be suicide (suicide, suicide)

Only love can save me from me

I don't know what I would do without you

I don't know where I would be without you

I don't know if I could breathe without you

I don't know if I could live