Lyrics
I think she's moving on, I think she's moving on, I think she's moving on, yeah
I think she's moving on, I think she's moving on, I think she's moving on
I caused all her trauma that can't be fixed, as the cancerous butterfly flapped its wings
And the foresight of scarring I lack within, the past catching up, thought I'd detached from it
But now I'm trapped, and I can't take back my sins, repercussions I'm dealt for my disrespect
And now I'm hopeless and stuck, like a ship that's wrecked
I'm selling broken trust and a disconnect, I got demons in me, I've been possessed
And I lost it all with no compensation, now I'm vulnerable cause I got complacent
She packed her bags and then gone, erased and then moving on now there's empty space here
Empty words in my promises cause she saw right through and then called it quits
She won't answer calls, she's avoiding me, there's a void in me
But I'm not lonely, my demons are never quiet, they control me and I could be severed by 'em
They're malevolent cause of my errors, trying to be righteous but I'll be forever fighting
In this war in my mind; I must stop the danger, confrontation, Satan; my opps are waiting
Rotting, aching, sat here intoxicated, call me Oppenheimer; an abomination
Thoughts are racing, straining my nervous system, painting a picture of my worst decisions
Hatred; I'm immersed in, I'm cursed, imprisoned, blurred vision, I'm submerged, I can't earn forgiveness
Now I'm chasing mirages; tormenting me, got resent in me, it wasn't meant to be
Blame my enemy, me, because I would have also dispensed of me, eventually, I beg for peace
But I'm left in the darkness and nobody noticed me, all of these heart-breaking break ups have broken me
Look in my eyes and you can't see the hope in me, spiralling down, now my trust lies with nobody
Close to collapsing, I'm frozen in apathy, I don't know how much persistence I have in me
Breathing but anxiously, heart beating rapidly, lie to myself to distract from reality
Struggling mentally, losing my sanity, sleeping around to relieve all my agony
Hoping that I could be fixed is a fallacy, they know I'm broken but keep running back to me
Trapped in a cycle, abusing morality, sadly the one that I want doesn't value me