Lyrics
Tired of manipul- nah
Tired of just everything I'm going through
Tired of me breaking my self to help you
Tired of me hurting my self to get high off yo love
I swear yo love suicidal
Maybe it's me I been Lil feeling blue
I sweep my sorrows and pain with a broom
Still don't know why I am so stuck on you
Why I'm so stuck on you
Reasons I do not have a clue
Thought you was wifey but I'm not yo groom
Feel like the elephant in every room
Might as well bury my heart in a tomb
Trust issues higher than niggas on shrooms
Damage done faster than I heal the wounds
Dear diary
All these demons in side of me
Voices they cry to me
Better person I try to be
Dear diary
You words sweet euphony
Chained down by you and me
Scars drawn out beautifully
They wanna be us
Talking down cuz we up
I been risky wit my trust
Tell me wassup
Are you gonna ride when I'm down
Or only come when I'm up
Dear diary
Woah woah woah
Dear diary
Sometimes I hate my emotions
Had to act different for the culture
Couldnt tell you I love You and could never show it
All of Feelings I had to ignore em
I went like full sinatra
So many thoughts of dark love
Promised if you fell I would catch you
Everything about us is not us
So yeah
Tell me If you going fuck with
Just be real with me
These words in the diary
Paint pictures and sing like a symphony
Words said that was never meant
Demons on me they then got to me
Giving up is alot for me
Its a nightmare I can never leave
Dear diary
All these demons in side of me
Voices they cry to me
Better person I try to be
Dear diary