Holding On to Heartache (live from Barcelona, 6 October 2023)

You said I'm holdin' on to heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

Holdin' on to heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by, love

The wind held us up, but

We knew that all would change

Creates the strangest feelin'

Just slowly waitin' for the end

I still have dreams about it

The moments as they came

The moments never shown to us

Because we faded into darkness

I can still hear a silence

I can still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' on to heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

Holdin' on to heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by

Holdin' on to heartache

The nights, they change in seasons, become the strangest days

I called you twice but then regretted it and changed my number

The questions that I'd ask you, "Where did it all go wrong?"

There's endless versions of the thing that keeps me driftin' back to darkness

I can still hear your silence

I can still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' on to heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

Holdin' on to heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by

You know the party's over

When you're standin' in an empty space alone

Time can always heal you

If you let it make its way into your bones

Nothing's ever easy

To be honest, I'm not easy on myself

The second that I see you

The space between us just comes floodin' back

You said I'm holdin' on to heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

Gonna drag me down

Holdin' on to heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by, love