FOOLISH

I'm broken

I'm bruised

Layin' underground on the side of the road

Six feet under I

Just listen and sometimes

I see what you mean

Is that what you wanted

Is that what you wanted from me

I don't recognize myself

Way I look

Way I act

Way I kill my health

Just to fit your frame

Just to fit your life

Just to fit you and fuck up the whole damn time

Feel like a dream stuck running in place

You took my voice and took my pride

But I believed in the lies

Hold me underwater with my feet to the sky

Feed me bullshit it eats me alive

I wish I'd break this habit

Of trying way too hard

Of treatin' myself badly

Of falling way too hard

You say you want me one day

Then leave me in the dark

I wish I'd break this habit

Of breaking my own heart

My own heart, I'm foolish

I'm foolish I I I'm foolish

I'm foolish I I I'm foolish

I'm foolish I I I'm foolish

I'm foolish I I I'm foolish

My love

Babe I would let you down if you would let me

Babe I would break your heart if you would beg me

You stay wanting to know where I go

You stay wanting to know what I know

I stay wanting to be by myself

You say why are you so entitled

That one there stuck with me

Shit like that turn beer to whiskey

I don't need no one to fix me I just need to stop with the second guessing

Wish I would've listened

Wish I'd been your best friend

Wish I wasn't so controlling, cause I'm losing all control

I wish I'd break this habit

Of trying way too hard

Of treatin' myself badly

Of falling way too hard

You say you want me one day

Then leave me in the dark

I wish I'd break this habit