23 (re(i)magined)

I lost my best friend at 23

She left her body and hovered above me

I saw no shadow, I looked around

Searched every building and home that I found

I saw no shadow, but felt a glow

The warmth inside me, it kept me afloat

I felt like heaven, had found my bones

And gave me comfort when I feel alone

You're gone, I'm alone

I guess it's time to get better

Through the pain I will go alone

And if I fall, break my bones

I will scream even louder

'Cause I'm not dying alone

Oh my God

Don't do this

Oh my God

I need my best friend