Lyrics
Open the door
Crash to the floor
You hate it
Madder than ever before
You made your bed
You laid your head
Too late as
You tell him you wish you were dead
You meant the words
You said it
Now the tables start to turn
Regret it
It burns deep
You can't sleep
You can't even look in the mirror
The fear on his face
Faced with a terrible consequence
Trying to find the bottom but it is bottomless
Pain, you can't explain
Driving every single action and driving you insane
Lock all the doors
Pound on the floors
Down on all fours
Heaving, crying, lying to yourself
Can't even take anymore
I need- I need you to calm down for a minute so
You can listen to yourself just for a minute. You're
Screaming like you wanna set some kind of record
Take a breath just for a second, got me feeling kinda threatened
I know you feel that there's something wrong with us
I don't know how to tell you I've had enough
Grow up
(Up up up up up up up up up up) Grow up
(Up up up up up up up up up up) Grow up
(Up up up up up up up up up up) Grow up
(Up up up up up up up up up up) Grow up
Fist in the wall
No one to call
Hurting
No one to talk to at all
You've lost your friends
You're at the end of your rope
There's nowhere to go
You choke
Back your tears
You chase your fears
You toast
You tell a darker joke
You sip your drink content in keeping a secret
That no one here will know
Don't need to grow
Don't need to show
Reflection
Don't need to go beyond
The push the pull the fight the yell the argument the kill the manic depression