Lyrics
I'm fucked up in the head right now
Can't control what I feel right now
Need a moment to myself right now
Kinda hard to keep it real right now
'Cause if I said what it is, they would question what it was
Time to let go of the fears, take the lead for you and us
Is it bigger than the love?
Is it bigger than the love?
I gotta go, I gotta go, the truth is right in front of me
Always pray for answers but it's rare they really wanna see
I think I ran enough, I'm out of road and out of company
Yeah, I'm out of the excuses I was using just to comfort me
So what's the beef? What's the deal? My mind been on millions
My time been on a different type of time, you won't get it
You won't get it, even if I paint the picture vividly
I know I'm on my own but I won't let that shit get to me
Consider me the one that got away, the one that got away
I'm following my spirit and my faith, the rest just gotta wait
I got a place where I could duck away
But I ain't been there since the world was brighter
Ten years later, now I got a kid, circle tighter
Been had paper but this here is different
Gotta pay someone to make sure ain't nobody dipping in it
Gotta pay someone to pay someone to pay attention to it
I done paid the most to try to keep it, fuck it, give it to it
I'm fucked up in the head right now
Can't control what I feel right now
Need a moment to myself right now
Kinda hard to keep it real right now
'Cause if I said what it is, they would question what it was
Time to let go of the fears, take the lead for you and us
Is it bigger than the love?
Is it bigger than the love?
Surrounded by millionaires, don't wanna see me with the chrome
Scared 'cause they main bitch love me, might make her cum
Plus I keep a young nigga with me with a drum
I adore so much pain, yeah, a nigga numb
Do I really got friends? I don't even know
Just me and Benjamin stacking up these notes
In God we trust
Straighter than a barber that line me up
And I ain't even type to sell my soul
I'm a loyal motherfucker, that's for sure