Lyrics
It's been a long day
I'm not too far away from everything that I pray
All that I attain
Years in the front lines falling on my face
While everybody's thinking to their self
"how long this shit gonna take?"
I see tha light through dark im living in
Like who the fuck I lied to?
Look how I'm living it
I was really tired too, was really feelin' it
Damn I almost laid every down
Thank God I didn't
Through all of my loses I found you
With that promise I'm bound to you and your love
(Your love your love)
I feel a darkness without you
Need you to promise and vow to me and my love
(My love my love)
Tell me do you do you see how I turned out to be?
And do you put my old self to the side
And see that change in me?
Like damn I ain't took time for myself
I lost all to write these songs and I ain't slept allot
My body hurts i put myself aside
Like who the fuck you see?
'cause when you touch I wanna fall down to my knees
Because every thing I promise you that I ain't do floats over me
And I still walk on coals, exhausted flames
But I still feel that heat
Them scars unseen beneath
I fight with pain form times that used to be
And you still text me "where we bout to eat?"
Like i don't get how you ain't hurt as me
Feel so detached from me
And I could break it down a thousand times
And somehow feel unseen
Ain't no word to make it right but do you even see that
(I'm right here)
Don't worry bout me im okay aye
There ain't no words to make it-
Make it change today
Do you see me how I see myself?
Do you see me how I
(I'm right here)
Don't worry bout me im okay aye
There ain't no words to make it-
Make it change today
Do you see me how I see myself?
Do you see me how I
Through all of my loses I found you
With that promise I'm bound to you and your love
(Your love your love)
I feel a darkness without you
Need you to promise and vow to me and my love
(My love my love)
So I sit at my desk
Overwhelmed and silent planning what comes next
As if my last plan hadn't left me in a
Worse place than I'm in
Tryna hold my faith with
Broken dreams and barely money left
In this house you standing
Frozen in that room you just walked in
You see me, but do you really?
Blank stairs at apartment ceilings
Off season you wait until we
Pass this time that haunts me
Really wish I didn't fight these moments on my own
I love you, please don't get me wrong but
Days like this are way too long
I feel
Darkness
Without you
Ohh