Lyrics
Despite what everyone is sayin'...
Time hasn't made anything any easier
In fact... I think it hurts worse every single day
Everything around me is a constant reminder of him
Of us... as I write these words, I wonder if any of you
Can truly understand what this feels like!
Everything you do, I'm right there
Please wake me from this nightmare
You can't seem to see me but I'm right here
Transparent, in the night air
Afraid to walk in the light
And so I stay here and try to watch you at night
Try to hold dear everything in our life
If I had more time I would've made you my wife
But I, never seen it comin it was so fast
Tried to hold on, but I couldn't last
As I laid dying, everything flashed
All our hopes and dreams are now passed
I'm still beside you, but you can't see
I know you want it back, but it can't be
I'm afraid the darkness now has me
Just try to live on and be happy
Ba-by I will see you a-gain
Just know that I love you
Always thinking of you
Ever since you went away
Not much left to live for
Close my eyes and wish for
Just to have you one more day
Nothin' is the same now
All I feel is pain now
I will never be the same
Always have the same frown
All I do is break down
Every time I hear your name
I know how this must sound
But I know he's still here with me
At first I pretended as if I didn't notice
I thought that the grief was playin tricks on my mind
I would see him whie passing the mirrors in our home
And hear him calling at night...
Sometimes it would water my eyes
When you stare off into space and cry
For a second I feel so alive
But the it, sets in that I'm nothin besides
A ghost, my God is empty I wish I was set free
Afraid to leave, she will forget me