degen.

waking up to 3pm sunlight

head is hurting n my stomach feelin sick

somethings keepin me up way past midnight

i can’t afford to give a fuck bout what it is

my medication aint workin like it’s supposed to

i’m so anxious, feel like bugs under my skin

i got my homies hittin me up “is u alright?”

i just tell em “yeah it is what it is”

let me know wassup i might come thru

thats if i can get outta bed that day

so scared what my heart n my lungs do

i aint new to this shit boy i been afraid

livin in my head a bit too much, gets uncomfortable

not sure if i love you, at most i think you're tolerable

yea yea

oh no

oh god that's terrible

yea yea oh no

(oh god that's terrible)

i know that youre sound asleep

ill be up alone again,

wish you could wake up and see how im doin

(oh god that's terrible)

wish you could wake up and see how im doin

call my friends but they dont hear a word i say

trapped inside an echo chamber baby its ok, i'll go away

let me know wassup i might come thru

thats if i can get outta bed that day

so scared what my heart n my lungs do

i aint new to this shit boy i been afraid