Use the Birth for All It's Worth

Do you ever wonder if there is a God?

Because if there was

I think he probably would've stopped the bully cutting off my bike lock

Back in, like, the fifth grade

Or maybe stop a sweatshop where all this Apple shit's made

Maybe take a break from social media

Maybe we can read encyclopedias

To understand each other's perspective, 'cause I believe in God

But, I know it's really odd that everybody seems to be suffering, yeah

I just fantasize about some answers

Then, I pray for no more calls from mom

Tellin' me another family member's dyin' from cancer

You can keep that

But a joint will keep it together, it's like a kneecap

I remember, high school, I auditioned for the play

Then, there was a kid at my lunch table

I won't name names, but you'll know in the end

Then, he called me a faggot

I really thought we were friends, weren't we?

Brain chemistry, a little thrown off

So, I tried the Prozac

Two-faced, like the kids who used to always tell me that my shit was so wack

Now they tryna talk and conversate, like

Like, maybe, "Hey man, how's it been?"

Um, shit has been decent, and then I made some new friends

Shouts out to the 102 BOYZ for always keepin' it real

Weight keeps on droppin', the doctor said stop skippin' meals

Wavehouse would've never got me a deal, okay

Tweakin' 'bout the music shit, me and Ben would take turns

Never knew a genius 'til I conversate with Claire Ernst

Financial Aid is tryna fuck with my family

You fuckin' suits have never even met my mom or my dad

Then there was this kid, I think he used me for a feature

To skip runnin' the mile, I used to hide behind the bleachers

Listeners DM me sayin', "I don't know what to do with life"

I don't reply because I don't know either, I'm out

Childhood is fadin' away, like some elderly glitter

That's why I cried so much when I heard about the death of Mac Miller

I got a painting from my ex-girlfriend on my birthday