Lyrics
My whole life has just been seeking
My whole life has just been seeking
The whole time I've been preaching
About something I didnt have
Anything would be enough at this point
I never really felt, I was just mad
Like Chigurh, I just flip a coin
Tiny lights forever guide my vision
Stars collapse, it's not their decision
They're bright but so far way
So far aways everything I want, it's just patterns
Heaven's a lie but hell is real
I'm flattered but it passes
I don't know how I feel
But eventually everything crashes
They could form everything and they just form masses
Masses that have no core, no soul, no glimpse, no light, no more
No more please
Release me from the ocean that I fear
I can barely swim I'm meant to fly
Or glide into clouds and the skies
Never to be seen with no fight
Just bliss forever, bliss until I die at 25
I miss the warmth, the overwhelming touch
Your hands bringing a corpse to life
The essence, guiding the torch, then rewind
Fear the ocean that swallows you whole
My whole life ive been seeking for more
Higher and higher until we fall
Then lower and lower and we end it all
Dig me up turn me into anything at all
Even flowers die after fall
Take me inside let me live in warmth
I'd rather burn alive then live in the freezing cold
Stars take out more than themselves when they die
They form into pure destruction
That's when they have the greatest impact
Third act
Acts of pure aggression rule this world
Fear the ocean even though its barely heard
The endless blue and crashing waves fill me with fear
It's fight or flight
If you're not near I dont think I can be alright
Even then it doesnt feel right
My face is obscured by the fog all night
Yeah you don't even know if I'm alright