Getting Old

I've got a head full of dreams

And a heart full of panic

I got trauma

but I barely understand it

Why am I not better yet

I've done what I've be told to do

Everyone come place your bets, Tell me what I know to be true

I'm so tired, of feeling this way

I'm so tired, of fighting every day

But it keeps on coming going round and round,

Round and round again

Every day

And I don't see the end

This feeling I've got is getting old

It should get better, or so I'm told

I never wished to be the one who was bold

This struggle, this fight

That I'm having is getting old

When will I finally get better

Will I always

Be stuck like this forever

I always had to stitch myself

With bloody bones

Thanks to you

The teary eyed wall flower

I think it's about time I bloom

I'm so tired, of feeling this way

I'm so tired, of fighting every day

But it keeps on coming

Going round and round

Round and round again

Every day

And I don't see the end

This feeling I've got is getting old

It should to get better, or so I'm told

I never wished to be

The one who was bold

This struggle this fight

That I'm having is getting old