Lyrics
A shell bursts open
And the baby earwig struggles to emerge
(- the same?)
(Something changed after what I saw)
(Am I ever gonna be okay?)
Because what looks like a harmless ballgame
Actually has murderous intent
Demons laughing at me
What's so funny? Now I really wanna know, I'm asking
Don't try to shield me from the glow, I wanna feel it all
I lay down in the sun, I'm basking
I couldn't hold on to the dawn
Now everything I know is gone
Go-go-gone
Gone, go-go-gone
I regurgitate per every ritual hook
Operators, I'm makin' 'em miserable
In a battle where all is permissible
They betray and berate individuals
I reserved a new fate that's just pitiful
Super crook, pipe dream, war criminal
Struggle for breath 'til I'm dead and invisible
Coming up with ways to escape
I need some chemicals
Black-clad in a midnight Countach
Broken homeboy, yeah, I got a dad and two moms
Thinking about the cold void out in space, I'm too gone
Blacked out slumber all around me like a new god
Eatin' salad in my fever palace, getting croutons
Black swan, bug ballerina in her shoe bombs
Cracked down 'cause knew I couldn't wait for true love
Now we strapped down, dug up in the rubble like Fallujah
Demons laughing at me
What's so funny? Now I really wanna know, I'm asking
Don't try to shield me from the glow, I wanna feel it all
I lay down in the sun, I'm basking
I couldn't hold on to the dawn
Now everything I know is gone
Go-go-gone
(Am I ever gonna be the same?)
(Something changed after what I saw)
(Am I ever gonna be okay?)
(Sometimes I feel like I'm too far gone)
Hoe, I got me a new god!
With a razor-sharp beak and some tentacles
I'll be okay through the fog, see the dreadnought
I keep a keen blade, burrow any mean face
Push that shit right through his spectacles
Hoe, I got me a new god!
With a razor-sharp beak and some tentacles
Yeah, we building a flock like the Rajneesh
Then we'll die in the back of a room, nonchalantly
Remember us fondly!
I regurgitate per every ritual hook
Operators, I'm makin' 'em miserable
Used to think this was all fixable
Now I pray to a god with six tentacles
In a battle where all is permissible
They betray and berate individuals
I reserved a new fate that's just pitiful
Super crook, pipe dream, war criminal
Struggle for breath 'til I'm dead and invisible
Coming up with ways to escape
I need some chemicals
Black-clad in a midnight Countach
Broken homeboy, yeah, I got a dad and two moms
Thinking about the cold void out in space, I'm too gone
Blacked out slumber all around me like a new god
Cracked down 'cause knew I couldn't wait for true love
Now we strapped down, dug up in the rubble like Fallujah