Lyrics
If I'm being honest
I'm gonna lie to you
When you ask me how I'm doing
Or use all the words we both know
You want me to
If I'm being honest
I've been thinking 'bout the day
That I don't feel anything at all
And I won't feel anything at all
I'm gonna go, gonna load my shotgun
Point that barrel right where it hurts
Ain't no telling where I'll go after
Might not be better but it can't get worse
I cried out
In silent desperation, I cried out
I called your name
My God, my God
Why have you forsaken me?
I cried out
My words have now abandoned me
I'm gonna go, gonna load my shotgun
Point that barrel right where it hurts
Ain't no telling where I'll go after
Might not be better but it can't get worse
And I could tell you but you can't imagine
That first breath on the edge of death's chasm
You ain't cried like that since you come out your mother
Only thing holdin' back the great hereafter
Is bad primers with good timing
I'm gonna go, gonna load my
Point that barrel right where it hurts
Ain't no telling where I'll go after
Might not be better but it can't get worse
I'm gonna go, gonna load my shotgun