Lyrics
Push the blade into my skin
So I can feel alive again
Day and night behind these eyes
My mind is wearing thin
Pain, my wounds are deepening
Been going through it
Afraid to let you in
Holding me back when I'm pulling away
They couldn't match me, I'm gripping this pay
Not at my pace, I'm witch king with a mace
Don't fuck with fame but I drop anyway
Could have been, should have been
Would have been huh
Kind of wished we would have been
Would you have loved me til the end
I've been staring
Down the barrel of a loaded gun
Given you my love, it was never was enough
Tell me where did we go wrong
Your ghosts haunting me
Like a bad withdrawal
Separation feels familiar
Like pulling skin from the bone
Becoming comfortable to pain
Just to feel, just to feel alive
Push the blade into my skin
So I can feel alive again
Day and night behind these eyes
My mind is wearing thin
Pain, my wounds are deepening
Been going through it
Afraid to let you in
Separation feels familiar
Separation feels familiar
Lay me to rest, I
Don't want to wake up, nah
Numbers are growing
I can't help but wonder
Yeah, what is the cost
All my enemies laying in chalk
Stomp a hole in em, I turned em to socks
Invading your spot, came with the flock
Tearing at the seems I'm pulling apart
Left me for dead
I wasn't meant for life
This rooms become my grave
I'm suffocating
Walls in my head are barricaded
Separation feels familiar
Push the blade into my skin
So I can feel alive again
Day and night behind these eyes
My mind is wearing thin
Pain, my wounds are deepening