TENSION

Yeah

Probably out of my mind now

I knew what I was feeling they thought I would never find out

It's really dark days but we just say it's the grind now

You guessed it

The vision get clear with all the reflecting

Niggas rather write they script over intentions

I try to weigh the things you did with the connection

But who am I say what's right?

Not to mention

I'm in the first half of my life it's still ascension

It's real tension

Cause niggas shoulda never played me

Gave money up like I was paying for they pension

It's all good though cause niggas ain't in no contention

I know what I can do cause this was always my invention

My brothers want forgiveness for my soul

They see how the venom takes its toll

But it's a lot that they don't know

Had to hug and navigate a different road

Just to double back and show em how it go

And I still got more to go

I used to only cry in therapy

Now tears fall and fill the moat

I don't know if anyone is getting near to me

It's too much shit to lose

My emotions start scaring me

The other side of this is niggas ain't what they appear to be

Yeah

Probably out of my mind now

I knew what I was feeling they thought I would never find out

It's really dark days but we just say it's the grind now

You guessed it

The vision get clear with all the reflecting

Niggas rather write they script over intentions

I try to weigh the things you did with the connection

But who am I say what's right?

Not to mention

I'm in the first half of my life it's still ascension