Lyrics
Nobody knows the secrets that I hold
When I'm alone, my demons out of control
Baby, I'm so low, the drugs don't work no more
They won't let me go, got me in a chokehold
I think I'm haunted, ain't that what you wanted?
If I'm being honest, maybe I'm just sick in the head
My thoughts are ugly every time you touch me
Know you wanna love me, but baby, don't go holding your breath
I'm only happy when my eyes are closed
It's scary where my mind goes
I got a side that you don't wanna know
This sadness is a tightrope
Drugs intact and I'm losing my breath
Put the drugs in a bag to avenge my death
Stuck in depression, I need a confession
Now where is the reverend? The high is ascended
Scars on my heart, ice in my veins
Suicidal thoughts at war in my brain
So many sins, how can I be saved?
While burying bodies stuck under the rain
Thought that you loved me, but you never cared
You damaged my soul, now it's needing repairs
Cut me, I'm bleeding, your love is deceiving
So fuck all these feelings, I'm cutting your breathing
My mind full of drama, torn from the past
Changing realities, never look back
One more hit, it could make me relapse
Chokehold, I got your love for my grasp
I think I'm haunted, ain't that what you wanted?
If I'm being honest, maybe I'm just sick in the head
My thoughts are ugly every time you touch me
Know you wanna love me, but baby, don't go holding your breath
I'm only happy when my eyes are closed
It's scary where my mind goes
I got a side that you don't wanna know
This sadness is a tightrope
Nobody knows the secrets that I hold
When I'm alone, my demons out of control
Baby, I'm so low, the drugs don't work no more
They won't let me go, got me in a chokehold
The secrets that I hold
Demons out of control
Baby, I'm so low, the drugs don't work no more