Lyrics
I'm slipping away again
I'm staring at the hourglass
My mind is racing
I can't make sense of all the thoughts in my head
I'm so sick of feeling everything
I want to escape
But if I can't get past all these walls that I've raised
So carefully created for me to feel safe
I'm not quite myself
But I just don't know how to get there
I'm just so scared
I'm no savior, I'm barely alive
Falling apart at the seams
I'm a failure
I'm lost and alone
I've let you down again
I'm breaking down the broken man inside of me
I'm holding onto memories until
I'm left conjuring ghosts
Looking to find them all homes
In the cracks within my heart
(Cracks within)
My heart is breaking under the pressure
I've got a coffin full of words left unsaid
And I don't think that I want to die anymore
But I'm not sure if I want to live
So if I can't get past all these walls that I've raised
So carefully created for me to feel safe
I'm not quite myself
But I just don't know how to get there
I'm just so scared
I'm no savior, I'm barely alive
Falling apart at the seams
I'm a failure
I'm lost and alone
I've let you down again
I'm breaking down the broken man inside of me
I'm holding onto memories until
I'm left conjuring ghosts
Looking to find them all homes
In the cracks within my heart
(Come on)
(I can't fucking breathe)
For a moment
I cannot breathe
There is darkness
Where there should be air
Pressing on me
Something I can't push away
Fear
I'm just so scared
I'm no savior, I'm barely alive
Falling apart at the seams
I'm a failure
I'm lost and alone