Maybe I

Maybe I never been icy

Maybe I maybe I never got close

Maybe I been asleep here

For the last few years and shits all a cosmic joke

Maybe I spend a little more than I should sometimes

Tryna play like my last name Jones

Maybe I care to much what they think bout me

On the other hand maybe I don't

Maybe I'm in my head too much

Tryna keep from chasing that bread too much

New deal look clean but it's same old same old

Ain't no overnight glow dumb luck

Man the past look good in that rearview mirror

But I know all too well shit sucked

Rent due like a half year back

But I still couldn't those past 6 months funds up

And I seen a whole lot of my friends switch up

Or they ain't come thru when they said they would

Make a man lose trust in kin

Spend nights out at kinfolk just tryna get fucked up

Then that doubt creeps in

Thinking maybe I'm just not him

Paranoid feeling bugs on my skin

Pair of shoes and belief brought me down this road so far

If I lose that now this ends

So I lean my seat back contemplating

If I bend my knees and start concentrating

Is there better out there beyond the pavement

Is the grass really greener is it worth the chase then

So pessimistic all my views been recent

Existential crisis each evening

Maybe I'm not but maybe though maybe I am

I don't know what to believe in

Maybe I never been icy

Maybe I maybe I never got close

Maybe I been asleep here

For the last few years and shits all a cosmic joke

Maybe I spend a little more than I should sometimes

Tryna play like my last name Jones

Maybe I care to much what they think bout me

On the other hand maybe I don't