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Welcome to our first Annual Project Therapy Session
My name is Dr. Amour
I would like to get to learn each & every one of you
Let's go around & share what's on our minds
For an ice breaker
Umm you go first
Therapy session got me playing wit my mental
Sent through
What I'm into might offend you
Trying to escape the scene now I'm hanging wit some drug dealers
Violence really made me walk around wit some real killers
Family full of bloods but I was running wit them crips
Affiliation
Wasn't part of the script
Finding out my dreams was never seemed I desired but staying in them streets like Omar had me wired
Shootouts at the courts turnt to shootouts at the courts running back & forth was ah suicide sport
I had to dribble out that trap, I had to run ah different way, I had to move ah certain way, Carlito's Way
I'm trynna make it out, I'm trynna figure out
What my purpose was couldn't trust to love
Reputation solid
Big homies protected me
In love with money cause it never neglected me
Unknown seems you had a rough upbringing & that shaped you into who you are today
Keep being you
It's only one of you
Illimaattiic, tell me what's on your mind
I'm complicated by design that's what they remember me from
Thoughts of heartbreak buried in the memory foam
I caught a glimpse of what I had, fell and let it slip thru
Words that carry weight don't feel the same until they hit you
Holding energy close to get a taste of what it once was stupid enough to suffer through the pain but that's what love does
I stole the daggers off the tip of your tongue went and scribbled on the wall until the damage was done
Had to lock away my thoughts the feelings unexplainable the goals that I was trying to reach seemed unattainable
Contemplated different ways to make you aware that I embraced you with care with every face you would wear
I fucking hate you
You love the sound of my voice and every song I write about you let's you drown in the noise
From the pressure built a diamond that's on all that I love