Lyrics
Ten years without a drop, but I still get that itch
Just passed my old bar, slowed down a little bit
Thinkin' 'bout my wife and everything that matters
Model on a billboard, tryin' not to stare at her
Little version of me in the backseat, readin' me like a novel
Sayin', "Dad, why you keep spittin' in that Gatorade bottle?"
Jesus, please just come on back, I need You
I'm desperate, messed up, tryin' to do my best
But I'm scared all I'm passin' my son down is my bad stuff
Father, help me, how am I supposed to do this dad stuff?
I hate church, but I love You, and I'm prayin' he does too
Looks up to me, but I hope he sees me lookin' up to Jesus, Jesus
Got nothin' 'gainst my dad, it is what it is
But that mirror makes me mad when my demons look like his
Just tryna be the link that finally breaks the chain
Lord, let this cross on my neck, not just be a bunch of bling
I'm beggin', Jesus, please just come on back, I need You
I'm desperate, messed up, tryin' to do my best
But I'm scared all I'm passin' my son down is my bad stuff
Father, help me, how am I supposed to do this dad stuff?
I hate church, but I love You, and I'm prayin' he does too
Looks up to me, but I hope he sees me lookin' up to Jesus
I can't believe it's up to me to raise that little man (that little man)
Even though I only know so little, man (so little, man)
Jesus, please just come on back, I need You
I'm desperate, messed up, tryin' to do my best
But I'm scared all I'm passin' my son down is my bad stuff
Father, help me, how am I supposed to do this dad stuff?
I hate church, but I love You, and I'm prayin' he does too
Looks up to me, but I hope he sees me lookin' up to Jesus, Jesus
Jesus, please just come on back, I need You