Not So Alone

Sometimes I feel like I'm constantly waiting

Like days on repeat while I'm constantly fading

And I'm tired of feeling like nobody's waving

Tired of feeling like no one's relating

And I wanna be someone but sometimes I wish for

Something to do other than being me or

Something to change for the life that I lead or

Something to get to the life that I asked for

Wake until the day I won't wake up again

Work until the day they won't need me again

Yeah no one really knows what to do until then

But I just wanna live something I won't pretend

And adventure

And adventure!

'Til my life just gets it wrong

And I get to sing this song

And I won't be so alone

Just with myself

And no one else

Repeat myself

And nothing else

It's not like "self"

Was something else

Because I'm talking to myself

I wanna tell another story

But my time is getting awry like myself!

Save me from myself!

I wanna be you

And not someone else

But if I'm alone

Then why should I-

Be whatever people fucking tell me to be

Wanna the be greatest not wanna be

Is it that hard to be myself without an enemy?

I never had to be the greatest I just needed "him"

(Wake until the day I won't wake up again)

(Work until the day they won't need me again)

(No one really knows what to do until then)

(But I just wanna live something I won't pretend)

And adventure

"What am I supposed to do now?"

"I don't have anyone anymore, I-"

"I wish I could go down again"

"I wish I could simply go back"

I wish I could fall-