Lyrics
The weight of the world, it rests on my spine
A tapestry of troubles, intricately entwined
I hear the loom's whispers, the lake's gentle plea
But in their reflections, there's no place for me
They call in the chaos, the hour of despair
Expecting solutions, knowledge to share
A rock, a foundation, steady and strong
Obligated answers, where do I belong?
Born to be the fixer, the problem's swift end
No room for my longings, no time to attend
To the whispers within, the dreams I hold deep
Just duty's cold echo, secrets I keep
I embrace solitude, the autistic release
In being alone, there's a fragile peace
But even this solace, a twist of cruel fate
To bind me further, to seal my lonely state
I'm the solitary sentry, the guardian of the way
Keeping chaos at bay, day by day
A pillar of strength, unseen and unknown
Holding up the sky, forever alone
I see the loom weaving, the ripples expand
But I'm just a shadow in this shifting sand
Never the beauty they seek in the light
Only the anchor in the darkest night
My purpose defined, my path laid in stone
A life of solutions, a spirit unknown
I yearn for connection, a moment to share
But the loom and the lake, they offer no care
I embrace solitude, the autistic release
In being alone, there's a fragile peace
But even this solace, a twist of cruel fate
To bind me further, to seal my lonely state
I'm the solitary sentry, the guardian of the way
Keeping chaos at bay, day by day
A pillar of strength, unseen and unknown
Holding up the sky, forever alone
But who holds me up when my strength starts to wane?
Who sees the beauty, who knows my name?
Is there a hand to reach for, a heart that can feel
Beyond the solutions, the wounds that won't heal?
I'm the solitary sentry, the guardian of the way
Keeping chaos at bay, day by day
A pillar of strength, unseen and unknown