if this is goodbye

Finally hit the ground

I'm at the bottom now

Never thought I could be this low

Felt like falling down an endless hole

No, I don't see the light

And I don't hear God

Crawling in the dark

Now my limbs are cold

Screaming out "Help" but it just echoes

Only one way out of here

I don't think I can reach it

Everything I hold dear

Erased by all of my demons

My sorry is sincere

I've just lost all of my reasons

Reasons left to stay

So, if this is goodbye

Please, don't count my cry as a sin

No, I don't wanna die

But it keeps getting harder to live

And I put up a fight

But now I've got nothing to give

So, if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

I hope someday to see you again

There's nothing you could've said

Nothing you could've done different

It was always between me and my head

Never meant to hurt you in the process

But I just can't keep holding on

Wish I could believe that things will get better

Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind

Then I could fix how I feel altogether

Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine

It's never that easy and neither is life

Don't think I wanted to leave you behind

I tried, I tried, I tried

So, if this is goodbye

Please, don't count my cry as a sin

No, I don't wanna die

But it keeps getting harder to live

And I put up a fight

But now I've got nothing to give

Nothing, nothing

So, if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

I hope someday to see you again

If this is goodbye

I'll see you

If this is goodbye

Open up my eyes

I don't know where I am

And everything is blurry

My mom's holding my hand

Turns out I was in a hurry