Can't Afford to Lose You

I think I'm having withdrawals, I'm not quite sure

But I've been spending all night on the bathroom floor

I've been scared of what's next but you've been there before

And I can give you what's left if you open the door

And I can't help what you turned me into

But I can turn all of your friends against you

And I can't move on, hope that doesn't offend you

I never moved on, but that isn't the issue

I don't wanna fall for the same old tricks again

I've been going back and forth about turning you in

Cause I can't afford to lose you

So I can't afford to let you in

Here I'm beside myself trying to call you over

It never gets better when we end up closer

But I can't afford to lose you

So I can't afford to lose, to let you win

I see the picture of the person that you were descending

You've happier and better, so it's hurts pretending

I'm an advocate for telling you the spark is over

But it's been hard to make you listen cause you're so much closer

And that's why I've been tryna not to let the void talk

And that's why I've been hiding underneath the board walk

The sun is always shining till it hides away

And if you're doing better, will you be okay?

I don't wanna fall for the same old tricks again

I've been going back and forth about turning you in

Cause I can't afford to lose you

So I can't afford to let you win

I don't wanna fall for the same old tricks again

I've been going back and forth about turning you in

Cause I can't afford to lose you

So I can't afford to let you in

Here I'm beside myself trying to call you over

You never get better when we end up closer

But I can't afford to lose you

So I can't afford to lose, to let you win

I just wanna see the silver lining

Give it all I got but it wasn't good timing

Give It it all to God, she said baby I'm trying

Going gets hard and I go and be quiet

Going gets tough and I go and get my hopes up