Lyrics
If you think that I'm a perfect person
Then I'm 'bouta take that thought and make you go desert it
Cuz it's not true, nothing that I have is something I deserve
I put so much pride into my songs and not enough in church
Christian rapper said this and that again
Time to focus on everything that he's ever done wrong
I get it, I did it, soon as I told y'all that I was Christian
Y'all went from being my friends to just being my critics
I'm getting used to people pointing fingers at me now
It's hard for me to turn around and let it go because I'm proud
Of who I am and where I've come, I try to learn to shut my mouth
But honestly, I wanna fit in so bad, I look like a clown
I can barely get out of my bed and put on my mask
It's like 10 am, I gotta get to school fast
I walk into the doors and see so many people here
searching for some validation just like me, I'm not that weird
I won't ever be a perfect person
But I know who I am, I'm a worthy servant
Get my name out the conversation
Wake up! Everybody needs some saving
I've been trying to be the perfect version of myself for way too long
I might as well just tell you all the way it feels
It's like climbing up Mount Everest without no gear
Or trying to win a NASCAR race without using a steering wheel
I won't ever be a perfect person
But I know who I am, I'm a worthy servant
Get my name out the conversation
Wake up! Everybody needs some saving
Social media been lying to me, seem like everybody that I'm seeing doing fine
Ain't it kinda funny how we post pictures of ourselves
Just to have some people we don't even know leave a like on it
That's the way we get our validation, I ain't buying it
Get my face out the picture, tell me, would you vibe with it?
Go into my mind with these rhymes and I dissect the finest of lines
Gotta show you that I'm alright with it
I've been grinding ever since I was a kid
I've been trying to be a better advocate
Surprising, I'm still a human, I'mma sin