I'll Be There Soon

Imagine feeling like you had now theres nothing left

Imagine feeling like your falling to your fucking death

I look in the mirror and i don't even see myself

I see a image of the person that i don't wanna be instead

Tryna be a better man all i see is a mess

They won't ever understand when am feeling depressed

I lost a baby with this girl and it fucked with my head

And then we lost another why the fuck did that happen again

Feel like am repeating myself in every lyric

I feel like going round in a circle every minute

Am blowing smoke for the pain but it will never kill it

Now am drinking up as if i like the room when it is spinning

Confusion everyday i don't like what i vision

Ment to be a fisherman in men but i ain't fishing

Losing everyday and wondering why i ain't winning

Isit because am a failure or isit because am sinning

I know bruddas that wouldn't even cook there mum a dinner

But he can whip a rock of crack up when he's in the kitchen

And he ain't worried about his mummy going hungry listen

He just wanna take over the block and all his opposition

I was wishing for a kid but there weren't nothing kicking

I wake up everyday and feeling like there's something missing

Freedom everyday but feeling like am in a prison

Am just reminiscing on the days when all we knew was kissing

I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon

I'll be there soon

I'll be there soon

I'll be there soon

I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon

Making a move

I'm making a move

I'm making a move

I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon

I'll be there soon

I'll be there soon

I'll be there soon

I'm chasing my shadow all the way to the moon

Making a move

I'm making a move

I'm making a move

Look i been working i been trying til am getting ill

Made a promise to my mummy that her son will never kill

But the life i live is dangeous in rainy weather still