Lyrics
35 nights I've been feelin' like this
Hope I die this time, it's my 85th attempt (skeleton)
Every time we talk, I can start to forget
But I see it in my mind, and I hate that shit
When you left, I kinda freaked out
It was the worst thing to ever happen
Oh, come on, you still had plenty of other things to live for, right?
Yeah, but deep down, I just kept waiting for the day I'd finally see you again
35 nights I've been feelin' like this
Hope I die this time, it's my 85th attempt (gothangelz)
Every time we talk, I can start to forget
But I see it in my mind, and I hate that shit (you are so goddamn pathetic)
I must hate my wrist
Echoes in my mind when I say that shit
I must hate my wrist
You leave every time that I start to be honest
You leave every time that I say I'm unwanted (skeleton)
You leave every time and I'm tired of wantin' (you are so goddamn pathetic)
I'm walkin' out the door, and I won't come back
'Cause it's been six years and my stuff's still packed (gothangelz)
Hit me on my phone and I won't text back
If you wanna get in touch, baby, come relax
Every time we talk, think I go off-script
If you wanna hit me up, you can take that risk (I keep secrets)
I live in a place where I don't exist
If I leave right now, then I won't be missed
(angelz)