embarrassing

This might be my last

(Lord as my witness, Lord as my witness)

Crash out dummy, I been living like that

(Lord as my witness, Lord as my witness)

Too late, too far, too fast, too fast

(Lord as my witness, Lord as my witness)

I can't

I can't blame your past

(Lord as my witness, Lord as my witness)

I remember you

I remember we fell off, you got back right

I'm proud of you girl

'bout last night

All that talkin' often has a price

I'll pay it all

Tell me once, tell me twice

Tell me why we still acting nice

Playing fronts

Guess your friends still give bad advice

They mean well

So do I this time

What do i gotta do to get you believe that ain't me anymore

I'm knocking and pleading with you

I ain't too proud to tell you I'm wrong

I'm just tryna come home

'n this weather is washing my colors out, bleeding my soul

How did it get to this

Baby, I'm slipping without you

I'm losing myself on the road

Tell me you listening

Baby, please pick up the phone

I read your terms and conditions

I had to suffer my hurt from a distance

I left you a message 'n either you didn't get it

Or you read it and that didn't change your commitment

Believe me, I never expected forgiveness

You gave me enough of your patience

It's sickening

I'm only looking for new beginnings

Girl, I'm only tryna treat you different

It was time I had, I didn't give to you

That's all that you wanted from me

And the city got to me, I left you unseen

Can you hear my apologies

Can you feel all the pain and the passion I put in these words

Can you tell that I need you the worst

All them days I spent alone shawty

You was the baddest lil jawn, can't you see what I'm on

You the one