Lyrics
Nothing ever seems to go according to the plan
We set in stone
I've tried to write my own way but every road I take
Leads back to you
You did this to me?
No I did
And if I can't be honest with myself
I can't be honest with you
But I'm losing it again
Fading in and out of consciousness
Yeah, I'm losing it again
I've dug this hole I'm buried in
I've taken my humanity and dragged it through
The mud
Built my chains link by link and waited for the
Flood
You did this to me?
No I did
And if I can't be honest with myself
I can't be honest with you
But I'm losing it again
Fading in and out of consciousness
Yeah, I'm losing it again
I've dug this hole I'm buried in
I was a waste of your life
I was a waste of your time
Just know
I'm just as much a waste of mine
A fucking waste of life
It's what I lack in honesty that keeps me from
Serenity
A stolen heart and baited breath, a monster that
Is cold and left alone to face it's own demise
To swim and drown in broken lives
The one caged bird you couldn't keep, has
Clipped it's wing; can only sleep
A stormy cloud from better days, a silken fog lost
In the haze
But it's what I lack in honesty, that's killed the man I want to be
Killed the man I want to be