Deep End

Sitting on this fence

Caught up in the middle of this mess, and it's telling on me

Live in the deep end

Swimming in a pool of my mistakes, and there's many of it

This is all me yea

If you're digging it, take a minute say a prayer for me

Yea yea

Yea yea

Ooh yea

Straight from the get go, hit the reset o

Lately I've been comfy on the wall like a gecko

Addicted to the pain, hate to let go

And daily I been swimming in this pool of regret o

If I had a minute to review it all

There's a lot I'd change, bruh I wouldn't do it all

It's kinda weird that in this book you you don't -

Flip the page back, you move on even if you do it wrong

It's brazy how you gotta live with it

Even though you ain't a clue how to deal with it

And I ain't really feeling it

But lately I done mastered the art of concealing it

Yo I'm feeling overwhelmed

Kinda of left back, and I ain't feeling fly in my defence

Overloading fear clipping my weak ends

So I'll pen it down to let you see through my dim lens

Sitting on this fence

Caught up in the middle of this mess, and it's telling on me

Live in the deep end

Swimming in a pool of my mistakes, and there's many of it

This is all me yea

If you're digging it, take a minute say a prayer for me

Yea yea

Yea yea

Ooh yea

Silly how I let all my emotions get right in the way of my devotion

I ain't really proud to say that I ain't praying for a minute

And my Bible i ain't flipped through in a minute

Tryna fight the tears as I pen this down

Overwhelmed with fear while I'm here tryna settle down

Figured I should make this plain when I come around

So I'm coming clean when I say I've been sinking deep in doubt

Yea believing is really becoming unbecoming

It's kinda hard to see that every little thing is gon' be

Ok in the end, all day with the dread

Now I'm sitting on the fence, 'cos I'm done running

I've been stuck on the same spot, locked in the same court

Tryna play ball, will these goals end the pain God?