Lyrics
Feel feelings why don't I just stop feeling feelings
I wanna feel numb but these vices are killing killing
Feel feelings why don't I just stop feeling feelings
I wanna feel numb but these vices are killing killing
All you cared about in the relationship was surface level
Forever tryna be the girlfriend, now the surface level
You just pushed the pedal, living fast but life ain't steady
You ain't ready, for something more meaningful
Yeah shit gets heavy
From hubby to I hate you
I love you to I can't change you
Imma do this new thing, write my new life with every letter
Hurt her the same way you hurt me and it doesn't get better
I saw the storm coming
I saw it in the weather
You just live in bliss, too stubborn to admit
That you always pull this shit
Too stubborn to admit
You is just a kid
Too stubborn to admit
Speck of hope and joy
Yeah I want that
And you wanna come and say you never saw that
Coping with this shit
Yeah I'm coping just to live
Yeah cope with what I'm given
I suck at coping, what I do is not forgiven
You don't know me
I can't go this far
I gave you my heart
You ripped it apart
I hope you mad cuz you know I'm right
Play the victim now you wanna fight
After this time we are alright
You'll be coming back to me in the night
Can't sleep right
Can't sleep tight
What I cope with gets you out my mind
Can't sleep right
Can't sleep tight
What I cope with gets you out my mind