Lyrics
The worst thing that I can do to you is be myself
Because every second, every day I crave my hell
I miss the burn, I miss the pain, I miss the warmth of it flowing through my veins
So I go back every day and take a sip
There's nothing you could say to change me
How do I live without you?
Everyone's growing. And everyone's moving on
It's the darkest before dawn
And I know that, I know yeah it's true
So why do I still feel the need to abuse you?
My scars are proof of the fight that I'm trying to win
Every sip feels like this disease has won, won
They say"Hey I know how hard this battle can be but before my life ends, darling I'd
Love to see you
Love to see you happy, happy and free"
How do I live without you?
Everyone's growing. And everyone's moving on
It's the darkest before dawn
And I know that, I know yeah it's true
So why do I still feel the need to abuse you?
Don't let go
Hold on
Don't let go
Hold on (I'm trying)
Mama told me"Don't let go. Don't run from everything you know by being complacent, chasing highs that leave you feeling low
It's like I'm looking in a mirror seeing myself
Not the fifteen years clean side, the side that needs help
Look at yourself, ask the question 'am I gonna get past this?
Fasten your seatbelt, son, or you're gonna keep crashing
Are you gonna get past this? Don't you know that the grass is greener on the other side, you just gotta allow it to be"
It's the darkest before dawn