Distant & Obscure

For far too long

For far too long

I close my eyes

And I'm living with the circumstance

That I always give in

And never get the chance

To prove my worth

To show that I

Am living on this earth

It doesn't matter how hard I try

In the end I am drowning in my own lies

I am the only one

Who can change myself

So now I'm standing here again

And I am hiding from the world

For far too long

For far too long

But I give everything that I have

I'm alive for one last time

By now I'm blind

'Cause the days are way too bright

So I'll stay awake

Night after night

Every day I'm so insecure

It seems the world is distant and obscure

But my soul is screaming for more

This can't be everything

I'll find a way to cut me off from these strings

I am the only one

Who can change myself

So now I'm standing here again

And I am hiding from the world

For far too long

For far too long

But I give everything that I have

I'm alive for one last time

For far too long

For far too long

But I give everything that I have

Now it's time to go

'Cause I know it's better for my soul

I'll leave this world behind

And do it with another state of mind

Now it's time to go

I'll leave this world

It's time to go, it's time to go

And now it's time to go