Lyrics
Harmony, I lack
My life feels like a train wreck
Yeah, I've been going off track
I'm moving way too fast and
I'm never turning back
I've turned a new chapter
I'm never going back
I'm never going back, I say
Let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go
I've been tryna find myself
Looking for a friend, I know
Never said I'd do without help
Never really want to be alone
Wanna be a better person
But I know it's gonna take time
Need to put down my phone
So I can make a change in my life
Let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go
Ever since I left, I'm feeling much better
It was a weight I couldn't bear and I was so fed up
This new one I've met, she understands me so well
I don't have to say much, she understands me so well
Five minutes ago, I couldn't have known your name
But now I do
I don't wanna seem ungrateful for you, I need to choose
I know that you're impacting me in a positive manner
But still, I'm confused
'Cause what you are asking of me is to bring you down with me
I fucking refuse
I saw a person in public take pictures of me
And I thought of you instantly
How would you handle the pressure
When shit hits the fan, I can't deal with you pissed at me
I'm living La Vida Loca
I can't guarantee your safety consistently
I feel that I'm stuck in a loop of a"Yesterday's history, tomorrow's a mystery"
Because you lay on my conscience
To live this together, I need more than correspondence
You need to keep calm when you find me unconscious
So when I hear you say that you love me, it's nonsense
Oh yeah, and I wanna die
Could you recover if I wasn't alive?
I can see a proper purpose when I write
But that doesn't mean that I want to survive
I might be already dead, look in my eyes