Lyrics
Listen (You say it's love)
Her siblings want me to fly out with them
To a whole different country, like 5, 6 of them
And just me like as quiet guy that's a bit much I feel
I don't know how to decline politely
They keep pushing like I'm gonna change my answer
I want to intergrate properly but the rush and circumstance
Is making me not wanna intergrate at all
I mean you can't just expect someone to just rise up and go like that?
Is it rude of me for not taking part?
Or is it rude of you for expecting me to roll when I can't
Deep in my soul I'm introverted so we won't get along
You say you wanna know about me, so I'm sending this long
Voice message that I had to write 'cause I don't wanna mess up
I love her more than life itself, but you keep tripping me up
I know we're about to have a baby so I'm meant to be asked
But how can I still be myself when you keep asking for mask?
You say it's love
But I don't wanna put any mask
The family ratings always changing
I don't wanna be fake
I don't wanna mistake, yeah
(You say it's love)
You say it's love
But I don't wanna put any mask
The family ratings always changing
I don't wanna be fake
I don't wanna mistake, (For suin, Yo)
If I was a bad person I'd get it
But what's the rushing? What the fuck I'm out here showing love
She's the happiest she's been but I feel like I'm giving up
'Cause all I think about is how I'm letting down all of the ones
That she still cares about, they're loud, I'm quiet
How am I supposed to feel?
Anxiety is creeping out, my demons wanna shout around
I'm tryna get my money up but I'm tryna stay legit
Providing for all my fam not tryna socialise and shit, this isn't love
'Cause I don't wanna put any mask
The family ratings always changing
I don't wanna be fake
I don't wanna mistake, yeah
(You say it's love)
This isn't love
'Cause I don't wanna put any mask
The family ratings always changing
I don't wanna be fake
I don't wanna mistake
(Haha, MK, MK?)
MK: Fuck it then I'm narcissistic, this is real I know they hear it
Hide it from them A if you feel they're gonna take it different
I don't wanna fake a smile and try act like I wanna fit in
Who do I look like? A fucking clown maybe I'm fucking IT then
This ain't no d-dissing is it? I just don't like rushing siblings
Seen you all before, nothing against I just prefer the distance
I was gonna work on it and compromise to show existence
But you tried to force it, guilt tripping left me all disrespected
The disrespect (Kye: I know it's not)
I know it's nothing I can't stop
You say it's love but I know it's not
I know it's nothing I can't stop
Argh lemme redo that voice note, that was a bit too far