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This rapping way too easy when nobody think you got it
Spent too many hours reminiscing, mental getting foggy
It's just me and all my vices on this island
Smoking crayola
This pack got something violet
You ain't never gonna find it
Tried to write this verse a thousand times
My mind was never in it
I still close my eyes whenever I record
I know I'm trippin'
I'm still waiting for the perfect time to let you hear these rhythms
Boy, I'm steady in and out the kitchen
Trust in what I'm cookin'
Man
What happened to em (aye)
What happened to us
You looked me dead in my eyes and said I'm not enough
I locked myself inside the lab and got my status up
I'm somewhere, spending half your rent in euros on a Pucci puffer
My tears would fall like rain and fill the gutter
I couldn't come to terms our time together being over (Over)
That shot from you was tragic
I put my pride aside and let u run the play like magic
You tried to score to make a pass, I think you had it backwards
I took a pic to make it last and stopped to smell the flowers
I tried to bring you down to earth u high again for hours
You know it's outta my control 'n I'ma play role
The goal was always just to make it back and I ain't seen you home
(who else)
I tried to hit u back, but you too busy keeping score
Lil shawty never had my back
I call her Rosa on the low
I got deep inside my bag to find the place you let me go
Couldn't believe you left me freezing in the cold
My heart ain't BOGO baby you can't after pay this purchase
Made u feel some type a way, but I can't lay with you on purpose
I could put these words together bout a hunnid different ways
'n it don't matter if you ain't observant
Listening to me in earnest
If I ever fall into your arms again, the curses work
Even if this only gets a stream, I know you played me first
Humility is something that I need and you what I deserve
I locked away the memories and threw away the key
Why you still hurting me
Man
This type of honesty embarrassing
I flipped all those emotions into music I ain't sharing
The flaws inside my own mentality became apparent
I wonder if you think about me when you feel abandoned
I got my apology way too late to stop the damage
I hope you found some peace and found your karma in somebody
And lately I'm just praying that my pain brought you some clarity
Yeah
Why would I
Why would I
Why would I tell you I'm missing us
Why would I tell you I'm messing up
Why do I still got your number
For what
You don't even hit my line, for nun
I barely remember your face
I could clout you by saying your name, baby
Please don't say I didn't put you on game, baby
(Ok)
Lydia, Brianna damaged me
How you got let me down easy in February
I was hurting and Lauren took care of me
Just for some clarity
I was never what she needed
I made my lil homie a promise and couldn't follow it
He passed and I never acknowledged
Your heart was expensive, I wanted and flaunted and wasted it
Next one collected the payment
I'm dealing with all of it
I'm still dealing with all of it
I'm still reeling from Miami nights over back to back summers
I gave you the pack and the route and the counter
You ran up my numbers
Went racing went Grayson
That foul came in with a bonus, you did me a favor
I'm proud to say I had a hater
I hope that you finding whatever you chasing
The music I'm making got laughed out the function
Them DMs ain't put me on nun
I'm leaving the city with something
I'm leaving my brother wit hunnids
On hunnids
On hunnids
On hunnids
On-
I can't pour into you when I'm empty too
I can't tell you to do what I wouldn't do
I can't tell you I'm hurt when you hurting too
I can't take care of us, and I'm choosing you
Why would I
Why would I
Why would I try to move on when I gave u my all
Tell me what else that u want
Why would I