Lyrics
My minds always running in circles
Everything I do feels like a hurdle
Inertia seeping the internal
Brains nonverbal shutoff infertile
Blood is running hot it is thermal
Chained by emotions I am servile
This starting to feel like its terminal
Seems eternal where's the reversal
The house in my head feels so small
I'm constricted against the wall
The voices tell what will befall
Can I make any truth out of it all
I'm always fighting with myself
Looking for hope within to delve
All my energy is expelled
Broken down inside
Got nowhere to hide cuz I'm
My own worst enemy
My own worst enemy
All the lies penetrate the dermal
Just incessant noise that's infernal
Separates my mind makes it curdle
Fear dispersal there's no traversal
Really tired of this whole rehearsal
Feeling all boxed in like a turtle
Stuck in the same old state of deferral
Endless cycle no end hurtful
I'm yelling but there's nothing coming out
All I wanna do is just sit down and pout
Give release to my mind so there's nothing to worry
'bout give it all up to the fear and doubt
Face it you can't make it give up and rout
No place here ya always stick out
No stake here this ain't your route
No way's clear boy better turn back now
The house in my head feels so small
I'm constricted against the wall
The voices tell what will befall
Can I make any truth of it all
I'm always fighting with myself
Looking for hope within to delve
All my energy is expelled
Broken down inside
Got nowhere to hide cuz I'm
My own worst enemy
I'm always fighting with myself
Looking for hope within to delve
All my energy is expelled
Broken down inside
Got nowhere to hide cuz I'm
My own worst enemy
My own worst enemy
Cuz I'm my own worst enemy