Lyrics
I led with the ugly
So you see the real me
Honestly, used to controversy
If you knew my backstory
You'd get why it's haunting me
Product of what I used to be
Still bleeding through everything I see
No silver lining (When you're fucking dying)
Stop saying I'm denying (I'm still trying)
You're fucking cynical, clinical
You say I'm (Unrepairable)
Spiral (Inevitable)
Stop asking for a (Miracle)
You think I'm trying to sabotage myself
No, this is what I do
I filter those who can't handle seeing through
All the bullshit
All the rough edges and methods
Of teaching myself the lessons
Leads me to see what not to be
No silver lining (When you're fucking dying)
Stop saying I'm denying (I'm still trying)
You're fucking cynical, clinical
You say I'm (Unrepairable)
Spiral (Inevitable)
Stop asking for a (Miracle)
I remember all the pain, the rejections and the fear
So I keep you away even though I want you near
Don't want to drag you in, but we're here anyway
Even though you criticize everything I say
I can see the mirrors
The words you say are really for yourself
But without honesty, nobody can help
No silver lining (When you're fucking dying)
Stop saying I'm denying (I'm still trying)
You're fucking cynical, clinical
You say I'm (Unrepairable)
Spiral (Inevitable)
Stop asking for a (Miracle)