I Thought About Killing You

I know, I know, I know, I know, know

I know, I know, I know, I know, know

I, I know it, I know it

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest

Today I seriously thought about killing you

I contemplated, premeditated murder

And I think about killing myself

And I love myself way more than I love you, so

Today I thought about killing you

Premeditated murder

You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love

The most beautiful thoughts are always inside the darkest

(Mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhmm)

Just say it out loud to see how it feels

People say "don't say this, don't say that"

Just say it out loud, just to see how it feels

Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table

Today I thought about killing you

Premeditated murder

I think about killing myself

And I, I love myself way more than I love you

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest

(Mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhmm)

I think this is the part where I'm supposed to say somethin' good

To compensate it so it doesn't come off, bad

But sometimes I think really bad things

Really, really

Really bad things

And I love myself way more than I love you

See, if I was trying to relate it to more people

I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself

Because that seems like a common theme

But that's not the case here

I love myself way more than I love you

And I think about killing myself

So, best believe, I thought about killing you today

Premeditated murder

I called up my loved ones, I called up my cousins

I called up the Muslims, said I'm 'bout to go dumb

Get so bright it's no sun, get so loud I hear none

Screamed so loud got no lungs, hurt so bad I go numb

Time to bring in the drums, that prrt-pum-pum-pum

Set the NewTone on 'em, set the nuke off on 'em

I need Coke with no rum, I taste coke on her tongue