Antidote

Spent the last five months

Looking for the antidote

I've been getting way too high

On the roof where we used to smoke

But who am I supposed to be now?

With no one to call me out

And it's still burning

The poison you left in my bloodstream

Oh, and I'm learning

There's no waking up from this bad dream

I feel it take control

I feel you in my pores

Looking for the antidote

I overdrink, then I overshare

And then I overthink on if anyone cares

Oh, and who am I looking to find

When you've still got a hold on my mind?

And it's still burning

The poison you left in my bloodstream

Oh, and I'm learning

There's no waking up from this bad dream

I feel it take control

I feel you in my pores

Looking for the antidote

I feel it take control

I feel you in my pores

And it's still burning

The poison you left in my bloodstream

Oh, and I'm learning

There's no waking up from this bad dream

Oh, I feel it take control

Oh, I feel you in my pores

Looking for the antidote